We will become more than we ever thought we could. But unlike flowers and trees, whose seed breaks once to reach their potential, we likely will have to break many times.
But it is in our brokenness, it is in our lack, that God reveals Himself to a broken world who lacks all that He can freely give.
He restores me to the purpose I was made for, equipping me with what I need to be fully capable. Without Him there would be cracks and holes.
You have not been abandoned in your pain. And as contradictory as it sounds, there is joy to be found in the hurt.